ILY TOO :D

pasensiya na sa mga walang ka kwenta kwentang blog posts ko :)
medyo wasak lang talaga.

medyo may pagka gloomy e noh,
wag kayong mag alala malapit na matapos ang aking EMO high :))
LABO. wala lang to :D

the things i'm writting is not based on personal experience :)
meron sa friends..
meron sa close friends :))
meron din far friends :)
... gig friends
lahat ng friends ko :D

pag kasi may kwento sila nahuhurt ako pag na huhurt sila kaya ito yung way ko para matulungan sila :) :D

may nagkwento sa'kin kanina:
GIRL, walang boyfriend
BOY. walang girlfriend
GIRL and BOY magkamuka :)
GIRL. laging iniisip yung boy
BOY deadma
mahal na ata ni GIRL si BOY pero pakiramdam niya hindi pwede kasi ganto ganyan, basta! hirap daw explain :D

para sa'yo to friend :D



i don't know what to do..
i don't know what to feel...
i think i'm in love with you
but is this real?
how would i know if this is true,
when all i can think about is you.

eaten by my emotions
drowning in tears
suddenly realized that i am no one...
nothing.. to you.

i am so confused!!
why am i feeling this way?!
is this real?!
i really don't get it.
why am i so into you when i know that we can never be together??????!

i wanted to tell you how i feel
but i was scared to know your reaction.
i was scared to loose you.

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.
i hope you knew so you wont be seeing her and you wont be hurting me this much,.


para sa'yo to friend :D nasa blogspot ko din! :D ito oh! GELA09MAX

think about it...

Good day my love,
everything I wish I could have...
lost in the sea
aiming for the stars.

Fading into the abyss
reluctant on what I really wanted to say
all i ever wanted is for you to tell me you love me :|
never mind... forget it! I want to forget you.
crawling into my mind the moments we had together
i wish it never ended, i want those moments relived.
scolded by my parents, they say i should act this way
couldn't help it i got so attached to you.. that everything i do.. i want to do it with you.
over the hills, under the ocean, i'll show my love for the world that to see...

Loved you from the first time we met.
overjoyed by the connection i thought we had.
vexed by the people continuously teasing us.
enjoying every single moment we are together :)
suddenly the wind decided to change its direction... :(

My love why can't you see? that everything i want is you.
am i crazy? Maybe.. but i guess no matter how it hurts i'll accept the fact that i'm a nobody.
contented on what i have, a photo of you on my hand.
only for you my heart beats; only for you my heart rejoices.
you are the reason why i'm here

everything i do is because of you
see my tattoo? it's your name... that means that i do love you.
time passes by and still you don't care
are you numb? or you just can't see that i am indeed in love with you...
cause' my heart is being crushed into a million pieces and you are just standing there watching it fall
i cry myself to sleep because it hurts to know that i'll never get the one thing i love most... that is you.
open-mindedly accepting reality that i will never be someone like her ;)

final nominees :)

first time wala si mong sa list ng guitarist of the year :|

lahat ng bold/hi-lighted love ko :> :)

Best New Artist: 1) Taken By Cars, 2) Angulo, 3) The Out Of Body Special, 4) Reklamo, and 5) The Camerawalls.

Vocalist of the Year: 1) Gabby Alipe of Urbandub, 2) Ely Buendia of Pupil, 3) Rico Blanco, 4) Niles Chong of Angulo, and 5) Carlos Magno of The Out of Body Special.

Guitarist of the Year: 1) John Dinopol of Urbandub, 2) Rico Blanco, 3) Kelvin Uy of Angulo, 4) Chino Singson of Itchyworms, and 5) LC De Leon of Reklamo.

Bassist of the Year: 1) Lalay Lim of Urbandub, 2) Nino Avenido for The Out of Body Special, 3) Myrene Academia of Sandwich, 4) Dok Sergio of Pupil, 5) Benny Yap of Taken by Cars.

Drummer of the Year: 1) Jan Jan Medoza of Urbandub, 2) Mike Dizon of Sandwich/Pedicab, 3) Wendell Garcia of Pupil, 4) Bryan Kong of Taken by Cars, and 5) Jazz Nicolas of Itchyworms.

Best Live Act: 1) Urbandub, 2) Sandwich, 3) Greyhoundz, 4) Itchyworms, and 5) The Spaceflower Show.

Artist of the Year: 1) Urbandub, 2) Sandwich, 3) Pupil, 4) Rico Blanco, 5) The Out of Body Special, and 6) Angulo.

Album of the Year: 1) “Under Southern Light” of Urbandub, 2) “(s) Marks the Spot” of Sandwich, 3) “Wild Life” of Pupil, 4) “Is Love” of The Out of Body Special, 5) “Ending of a New Kind” of Taken by Cars.

Best Album Packaging: 1) Inksurge.com for “(s) Marks the Spot” of Sandwich, 2) Team Manila for “Under Southern Lights” of Urbandub, 3) Sarah Gaugler for “Pocket Guide to the Other World” of The Camerwalls, 4) LC De Leon and Toastedshop for “Bitch for Change” of Reklamo, and 5) Ge Madriaga – Mapa for “Shinji Ilabas mo na ang Helicopter” of Pedicab.

Song of the Year: 1) “Betamax” by Sandwich, 2) “Monobloc” by Pupil, 3) “Castaway” by Inyo, 4) “Evidence” by Urbandub, 5) “The Best Mistake” by Angulo, and 6) “Pasubali” by Spongecola.

Best Music Video: 1) “Guillotine” of Urbandub (Directed by Pancho Esguerra), 2) “Ang Pusa Mo” of Pedicab (Directed by RA Rivera), 3) “Monobloc” of Pupil (Directed by King Palisoc), 4) “Fallen” of Drip (Directed by Juan Alcazaren), and 5) “Maskara” of Rivermaya (Directed by RA Rivera).

In the Raw Award: 1) Soul Brothers, 2) Shut Eye View, 3) Chromosom, 4) Bembol Rockers, and 5) Play.

Producer of the Year: 1) Urbandub and Angee Rozul for “Under Southern Lights” of Urbandub, 2) Rico Blanco for “Your Universe” of Rico Blanco, 3) Pupil and Jerome Velasco for “Wildlife” of Pupil, 4) Eric Perlas for “Is Love” of The Out of Body Special, and 5) Miguel Alcaraz and Taken By Cars for “Ending of a New Kind” of Taken by Cars.

Smart/Urock College Band of the Year: 1) Fuzz from Ateneo, 2) Mithi from University of Sto. Tomas, 3) Battle City from College of St. Benilde, 4) The Eighteens from Letran, and 5) Twin Lobster from St. Scholastica’s College.

shizitzyo! :D

hahaha! :)
di naman niya siguro mababasa to :))

ito na naman ako
ang weird ko talaga
ok na!
pipilitin ko sarili ko na lumayo sa'yo
ewan ko kung bakit
masyado akong apektado
badtrip naman talaga!
okay, gets ko na!
AYOKO NA!
bahala na tong nararamdaman ko.
MAKAKALIMUTAN DIN KITA
grabe!
ang lakas ng hatak mo
para akong namamagnet sa'yo
yeah yeah yeah WHATEVER!
ayoko na talaga!
nasasaktan ako ng
walang tamang dahilan
nasisira ako
ewan ko ba.
sana alam mo;
sana nararamdaman mo;
sana naririning mo;
sana nababasa mo;
sana .. puro na lang sana!!
kailan kaya ako matatauhan?
ayoko talaga ng ganto e!
unti-unti akong kinakain..
kinakain ng selos!
selos na di ko naman dapat maramdaman.
selos na wala akong karapatang maramdaman.
bakit pa kasi nakilala
wala namang magandang naidulot
bakit pa kasi nahulog
wala namang babagsakan
bakit pa kasi bumalik
sinabi ko na ayaw ko nang balikan
badtrip talaga!
grabe talaga! ang sakit ng ulo ko sa'yo
pakiramdam ko
nawawasak ako sa'yo
ang LABO
kamusta naman!?
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PERO KAHIT NA SINABI KO NA WALA KA NA SABUHAY KO..
SANA MALAMAN MO NA

MERONG ISANG BATANG NA NAGmaMAHAL SA'YO.

wasak na ko

minsan naisip ko...























































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...magiging ganto pa kaya ako? :|



3linya tagos!

here we go again...

ito na naman ako..
gabi na naman kasi..
alam ko na wala akong karapatang mag-alala pero
di ko maiwasan,
apat dire-diretsong araw...
iba't ibang lugar.
di ko alam kung..
nakakapag pahinga ka ng maayos :|
naalala ko kasi yung sinabi mo sa'kin...
"di ako nakakatulog sa di ko kama"
di ko alam kung bakit pero masyado akong
nag-aalala sa'yo
sa totoo lang medyo nag seselos ako sa mga girls mo
pero sabi ko nga sino ba naman ako. :|

hay nako, sana mawala na tong kabaliwan ko sa'yo kasi
natatakot na ko,
kasi naman nagyon ko lang naramdaman to...


badtrip :|

isang tao katulad ni :) ang perfect for me >:)

1.Dapat ba gwapo?
♥ yup!

2.Matalino?
♥ oo, dapat mas matalino sa'kin ng onti para matulungan niya ko :))

3.Preferred Age?
♥ older :P

4.Preferred Height?
♥ mas matangkad sa'kin XD

5.How about sense of humor?
♥ kailangan as in!

6.How about piercings?
♥ uh wala dapat

7. Accepts you for who you are?
♥ dapat lang

8. Pink hair
♥ depende :)

9.Mushy or no?
♥ no!

10.Thin or Fat?
♥ normal XD *ehem* macho LOL

11.Moreno or Chinito or Mestizo?
♥ mestizo/ chinito! :P

12.Long Hair or Short Hair?
♥ kung anong bagay.. pero bagay naman both :)

13.Plastic or Metal?
♥ :|

14.Smells good?
♥ yeah!

15.Smoker?
♥ wag lang pag kasama ako :>

16.Drinker
♥ kung socially oks lang pero pag super.. wag na!!

17. Boy-next-door type?
♥ ndi.

18. Musically inclined?
♥ OO dapat! :)

19.Plays Guitar?
♥ NO!

20.Plays Piano?
♥ NO!.

21.Plays violin?
♥ uh sorry kuya tseeno.. NO!

22. Sings very good?
♥ pwede na! :)

23. Vain?
♥ NO!

24. With Glasses?
♥ oks lang.

25. With Braces?
♥ no! :|

26. Shy type?
♥ uh, kahit hindi na :))

27. From what school?
♥ not a requirement :)

28.Active or Passive?
♥ active !

29.Sporty or gangster?
♥ gangsta!

30. Singer or dancer?
♥ dancer.

31. Suplado?
♥ OO!

32. Hippie or rocker?
♥ rocker?!

33. Earrings?
♥ nope

35. Torpe/hard to get?
♥ torpe. i find it cute pag topre XD

36. Mr.or Ms. count-my-ex-till-u-drop?
♥ HELL NO!

37. With dimples?
♥ oks lang

38. Bookworm?
♥ oks lang

39. Mr./Ms.love letter?
♥ NO

40. Cute/Gwapo?
♥ cute.

41. Flirt?
♥ NO

42. Poem/song writer?
♥ song XD

43. Serious?
♥ YUP.

44. Galante?
♥ 50/50.

45. Campus crush?
♥ pwede!

45. Painter?
♥ NO.

46. God-fearing?
♥ DAPAT.

47. Alaskador?
♥ huh?!

48. Computer games geek? Or internet freak?
♥ hate both :)

49.speaks 20 languages?
♥ oks na yung 3 :)

50. Loyal o faithful?
♥ parehas

51. Masungit?
♥ OO :P