ILY TOO :D

pasensiya na sa mga walang ka kwenta kwentang blog posts ko :)
medyo wasak lang talaga.

medyo may pagka gloomy e noh,
wag kayong mag alala malapit na matapos ang aking EMO high :))
LABO. wala lang to :D

the things i'm writting is not based on personal experience :)
meron sa friends..
meron sa close friends :))
meron din far friends :)
... gig friends
lahat ng friends ko :D

pag kasi may kwento sila nahuhurt ako pag na huhurt sila kaya ito yung way ko para matulungan sila :) :D

may nagkwento sa'kin kanina:
GIRL, walang boyfriend
BOY. walang girlfriend
GIRL and BOY magkamuka :)
GIRL. laging iniisip yung boy
BOY deadma
mahal na ata ni GIRL si BOY pero pakiramdam niya hindi pwede kasi ganto ganyan, basta! hirap daw explain :D

para sa'yo to friend :D



i don't know what to do..
i don't know what to feel...
i think i'm in love with you
but is this real?
how would i know if this is true,
when all i can think about is you.

eaten by my emotions
drowning in tears
suddenly realized that i am no one...
nothing.. to you.

i am so confused!!
why am i feeling this way?!
is this real?!
i really don't get it.
why am i so into you when i know that we can never be together??????!

i wanted to tell you how i feel
but i was scared to know your reaction.
i was scared to loose you.

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.
i hope you knew so you wont be seeing her and you wont be hurting me this much,.


para sa'yo to friend :D nasa blogspot ko din! :D ito oh! GELA09MAX

think about it...

Good day my love,
everything I wish I could have...
lost in the sea
aiming for the stars.

Fading into the abyss
reluctant on what I really wanted to say
all i ever wanted is for you to tell me you love me :|
never mind... forget it! I want to forget you.
crawling into my mind the moments we had together
i wish it never ended, i want those moments relived.
scolded by my parents, they say i should act this way
couldn't help it i got so attached to you.. that everything i do.. i want to do it with you.
over the hills, under the ocean, i'll show my love for the world that to see...

Loved you from the first time we met.
overjoyed by the connection i thought we had.
vexed by the people continuously teasing us.
enjoying every single moment we are together :)
suddenly the wind decided to change its direction... :(

My love why can't you see? that everything i want is you.
am i crazy? Maybe.. but i guess no matter how it hurts i'll accept the fact that i'm a nobody.
contented on what i have, a photo of you on my hand.
only for you my heart beats; only for you my heart rejoices.
you are the reason why i'm here

everything i do is because of you
see my tattoo? it's your name... that means that i do love you.
time passes by and still you don't care
are you numb? or you just can't see that i am indeed in love with you...
cause' my heart is being crushed into a million pieces and you are just standing there watching it fall
i cry myself to sleep because it hurts to know that i'll never get the one thing i love most... that is you.
open-mindedly accepting reality that i will never be someone like her ;)